found out via i.m.
a few days ago
talk about delusions of grandeur
after all HE dumped ME
9 years and 7 1/2 months ago
i dreamed last night that she has
bad skin, frizzy hair
and frumpy clothes like
Maggie,
Cliff's one-time fiance on Cheers
Part of me believes the engagement happened
because his clock is screaming for kids
Silly.
He must love her.
These past years, I enjoyed showing him
I'm married
I have a daughter
Now a son
The handful of times we saw each other
I caught him watching us once,
and in my mind he was thinking
he wished he was in Tomek's place
I wanted him to see us, the young happy family
of the girl he dumped
and feel
regret.
Friday, July 18, 2008
delusions of grandeur. what a pompous phrase.
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4 comments:
I can hear music behind this.
beautiful.
thanks! I'm finding it really helpful to write like this when I have all this messy complicated stuff pinging around in my head. I write simply about it, and it seems to simplify in my head a bit. Even if temporarily.
Temporary relief is always welcome in my head. :)
love it! and maybe he does have a bit of regret. remember how you feel and that you can love more than one person at a time.
i hope he is happy and i hope you are, too.
*kisses*
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