I am trying to figure out how I feel about this whole "private blog" dealy. Part of me is worried that people that used to read my blog won't anymore. Part of me is relieved that I don't have to worry about my family reading this blog, unless I accidentally stay logged in as me, and they find blogger. Ack. I couldn't change it so that my and Lily's blogs are on different accounts, so my real name shows up as the account person for this blog now, since I don't want "phx" showing up on hers. But I partially remedied the situation by removing the "written by: phx" thingy that goes at the bottom of each post. this is all getting so convoluted that I think a fresh start might be the best way to go eventually. But I'd want to spiff up my new blog and then unveil it to you all with a big "ta DA!"

Blogging has been scarce for me lately, including commenting on all of your blogs. But this blog does feel more cozy now that I know exactly who will be stopping by. I update LB's blog more than this one. It's just most of my life now is... her. I'm not complaining at all. but sometimes i feel guilty, like i'm using her as a good reason to hide away from ever figuring out what i'm going to do. i mean, i finished school in 2004 and then worked for a year and a half at a "real" job before going on mat leave. Woo hoo. I had odd jobs here and there while in school, too, but somehow those don't count as much.

Anyway rambly rambly. I should get to bed. Damn you, late night hunger pangs.

Update:

And damn you, insomnia. Poor Tomek threw his back or shoulder out or something, but he managed to fall asleep. In the middle of the bed. With the blankets. And the sheet. And he's snoring. Poor guy. I don't have the heart to wake him or ask him to move. This makes me wonder, am I the only person who finds it difficult to sleep if there isn't a sheet between me and the blankets?

Do to do to do:

1. Pick out photos for B & D's t-shirts and order them.
2. Get money order made for brother D.
3. Send money order with birthday card and valentines day goodies (both very late).
4. Send v-day goodies to brother S.
5. Buy crib bumper and under-crib storage for LB
6. Get rid of a ton of the crap in our closet to get an idea of what kind of storage thingy to get for it.
7. Call Nicole
8. Call Sasha
9. Call Anna
10. Call the other Anna re: tix to home and garden show
11. Read RESP stuff and try to understand it to make a decision about how we are going to do it.
12. Start saving money BIG TIME for Poland trip.
13. Find out when the weddings (all 3 of them) are in Poland.
14. Determine our ETA and ETD and all that shnazz.
15. Pick out and print photo of LB to go in hideously late wedding thank you cards. ACK.
16. Write hideously late wedding thank you cards.
17. Mail hideously late wedding thank you cards.
18. Drop 8 bills getting cam shaft sensor, timing belt and water pump replaced in the ol' v-dub. Whee.
19. Find out about Edgar Allan Poe. Cuz I wanna.
20. Find my copy of Finnegans Wake and helpy book.
21. Research Canadian patents. (I gots me a good idea)
22. Collect sh*t for taxes TAXES TAXES.
23. Update LB's blog... it's already a week behind. Dammit.
24. Get together some career plan ideas.
25. Buy a recycling box for the desk.
26. Get myself a day planner.
27. Fall asleep.