a bit better

knock on wood i'm not feeling as panicky tonight. i think i feel sleepy, which is good... last night i only finally got to sleep by trying to replay the FIFA final in my head. yeah. i guess tonight is easier because i know after tonight i only have to get through one more night and then i get to pick up tomek from the airport and smother him with hugs and kisses... and i probably won't detach myself from him for the rest of the day. he'll probably just want to sleep. i'll go with him... i love watching him... watching him sleep is good too because he is so adorable when he sleeps. only drawback is that i usually can't resist touching him, his cheek, his lips, his eyelashes, kissing his forehead, his eyelids, his nose... and that all tends to wake him up.

god i love him.