Last night I got drunk on one beer. I didn't actually feel the drunkyness until I was driving.
I drank a beer after we lost another softball game. Pissy fucking hell.
I wanted it all to go away. I wanted to hit a homer.
She got mvp. Not me.
My apartment key broke. I had to wait outside for an hour until Tom came home.
I went for a walk while I waited.
I watched Russians play tennis. I thought they were in high school.
I talked to them. One tried to pick me up.
I told him I wasn't looking for anything. His name is Igor.
We are going to play tennis sometime. I wouldn't give him my phone number.
He works for Telus. He lives in a hotel.
Many Russian girls marry Koreans and then wonder later why they did.
I do the right thing and people still tell me what to do.
I'd like to fuck myself up really badly just so I'd know that I'm not really that fucked up now.
I'd like to get fucked up just so those people would see I'm not all straight and narrow.
But deep down I think I am.
Light soya sauce tastes like my nose.
I'm tired of eating potstickers.
Why the fuck are my posts so bi-polar?
Because I'm trying to live a good life without having first lived wacked out fuckup of a life which is not to sayIhaven'tfuckedupbecauseIhave a lot.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
1 broken key + 1 beer =
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4 comments:
Your bi-polar posts aren't terribly disimmilar from mine. For you it is part relay of events, part your thoughts of them and part your thoughts completely unrelated. For me it is part what have I read recently, part what has that reading inspired and part thoughts completely unrelated. Keep it up!
what's wrong with NOT being fucked up? :) I've been a "good girl", I still kinda am.. I don't drink often, don't smoke, never tried drugs, don't sleep around with just any guy.. I dunno I think the most important thing is just to be okay with who you are. :D
We all have moments like this.
I like the pace of this post. Rapid fire. Disjointed. Stream of conscious. You should read this at an open mic night at your local café.
Phil- thanks! Sometimes I feel like this blog is trying to be two things: the responsible and the completely whacked out.
Raven- nope, I can join you on that one! :)
Iri- I think it's great to not be fucked up. I really don't think I am, but I think the phase I'm going through is that I never did anything really off the wall so now I'm wondering what it would be like. I still won't smoke pot though. :)
Shenry- Your comments always put a smile on my face. Much appreciated. :) I should try reading this sometime.
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